slave nirrie's thoughts

Haven't written for several days.  I have been out of town and such and no where near a computer.

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Nice and relaxed today.... just both in a relaxed mood.  We were looking at hentai drawings and love them.. they are soooo horny!!! Other than that I have been here at work and now he is helping me plan out a trip this weekend....Like i said .. a really slow laid back day... nice...(not always but today it is welcome). 

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Well with all the running around and driving I had to do yesterday I didnt get an opportunity to post.  I also was not able to take the dog along since the kids did not bathe it as I had asked them to do in their rush to prepare for summer camp working as staff. 

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Well got up in a great mood.  Finally got to him on line and we chatted for a bit. Eventually I had to leave but returned later after my obligations.  Started talking but I was hot and heavy into sexual/s&m conversation.  I did discuss how i would enjoy being punished if his friends came over and he used me as a drink holder and i accidently spilt it while sucking him.  I told him I would enjoy having each one of the guests punish me in turn.  We also discussed one lady domme friend of his that would truly enjoy a private showing of a very taboo thing.  The showing would either be her watching it done to me or her watching a video of it while i knelt between her legs keeping her happy while the video was on. 

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Well.. after the kids gave me a difficult morning I finally got time for Master after settling down with a cup of coffee.  I was being really bratty giving him a fun playful hard time.  I do think he enjoyed it.  I gave him a hard time about the clips and where they were, about the wooden ruler and which exact one did he want.  Finally after threatening me that I would not be allowed to cum for a week I quickly bent over to take my whackings.  He stated I miscounted,  I think he doesn't count well at times on purpose.  Then he had me sit down and use the plastic roler snapping them on my nipples while they were pegged.  Finally I had to leave for work and dressed quickly but still I was being bratty and we discussed his clubbing for tonight and tomorrow nite.  Then I left in a bratty way and felt badly as I settled down and drove to work.  I probably ruined whatever plans he had this morning by being bratty.  So I texted him that I love him and he called making sure I was alright.  I was but yet I wasn't.  I was feeling guilty about how I behaved this morning going right into brat mode.  But he said his sinuses were not bad and his pulled groin was not bothering him at all.  Quick recovery and good thing too so he can go out for the next couple of nites to the clubs.

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It's thursday and I am 99% sure I will have all my ducks in a row to go to England.  Soon ... very soon... I will be there.  I am going to see if i can get out a day earlier.  Take the red eye out there and arrive in the morning.  I have to see how much leave time I have.  Of course this morning started without teasing.. but being the slut I am ... I just had to.. so he finally relented (like he had a choice) and told me to wear the pegs to work.  After yesterdays brushing of the tips with a hard toothbrush they are highly sensitive (the tips that is) and oooh gosh they feel soooo good that i pulled the bra down again so this t-shirt can rub all over them in their trappings in the pegs.

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Today has been a pleasant day so far.  We have discussed several things including quilts, groin injuries and the day to come.  He had me peg my nipples prior to leaving for work.  Later he contacted me to twist them down.   They hurt so bad, they are sore from the other day.  But I enjoy the pain and yet I don't.  I twisted them and am sitting here at work waiting for him to contact me via email to see if and when he wants the bp slipped into me.  Yesterday we started with the medium one and I wore the large one for a few hours... quite a few hours.   My hiney is sore but for some reason when it gets sore like this I want it to be penetrated and hurt.  I would just love a good pounding right now from him but with the distance I know its impossible.  Today I feel really  content and really relaxed and am enjoy the nipple pegging (although they truly hurt)  cause right before it gets extremely painful to the point where i absolutely have to take them off, is when I know if i was with him, that i would beg him to beat me, abuse me and pound me senseless while making sure they stay on no matter how badly they hurt.  I want him to take me and twist them till i cry and scream and tears roll down my face non-stop.  Then once he is done using me my imagination wants to think that he would haul me up into a kneeling position by my hair.  He will have me kneel there untied.. no ropes, no cuffs nothing.. and have me place my hands behind my neck.  He would then take the crop in one hand, a peg held in the other, slap the nipple hard and take off the peg instantly and slap it again while i kneel there screaming.  If I move I deserve for him to grip the nipple evilly and peg it again for say 10 minutes to see if I behave this time. 

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On this site I will learn to be open and honest with my feelings about the things we do , things we try, general thoughts and feelings about things we discuss and so on.

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